…in my own little chair
Gossip Girl, Teen Wolf and Vampire Diaries all have a very specific, mid-to-late 2000s aura about them. Oversized neck ties, fedoras, ballerina flats and bedazzled flip phones are just some of the iconic imagery that comes to mind. These skinny box-dye blondes and frosted tipped faux-hawked twinks was the vibe of the time—not because that… Continue reading OneRepublic’s Roots: Dreaming Out Loud
(2021-02-16 3:44 PM) there’s a gnashing parasite / chewing it’s way through me now because of you. at least that’s where i want to lie the blame at, i haven’t felt this way in a long time. / a year ago now i was okay. now i’m not. your melody has invaded its way inside… Continue reading vomit pt. 5
(2021-01-26 1:11 PM) diamonds rain here. in a soundless parade, they tumble. breathe— and they turn liquid platinum. For it’s the plasma of our dreams that machines these things so we can cope with those other thoughts. after inhaling your greens yea, snow can be fucking magical. too bad im here staring at it alone… Continue reading vomit pt. 4
(2021-01-15 8:57 AM) you’ll smell like lemon grass and feel like it too. hot and soft. i’ll really like your chest or your back, the way it drags up and down like a wave. one day maybe.
(2020-12-29 5:36 PM) i’ve always known that the biggest robbery black people have endured wasn’t slavery it wasn’t when they hosed humans / not when they whipped humans not when they ripped human families apart / not when they blocked, brainwashed, branded humans not when they captured, crippled, & castrated humans / dehumanized, drugged, defiled… Continue reading vomit pt. 2
(2020-12-28 12:22 AM) this is a written photograph / this is what i see when i wake this is the light / stabbing it’s way through my curtains this is the levitation / that good music makes me feel like i can float / this is the moment in the night when i bring it… Continue reading vomit, pt. 1
YouTube is a magical place. There’s tutorials, commentary, and very silly videos of cats playing piano. Many of my intense and short lived obsessions were conceived there, some holding me hostage longer than others. One thing i’ve recognized about myself is my partiality for what isn’t evident—the solitary nature of things that aren’t commonly circulated… Continue reading Cold Heart: Thirdstory’s Blue Flame
Last year someone i had met told me they were surprised, upon our first interaction, at how cynical i was. The comment did leave me somewhat at a loss for words, obviously out of sheer happiness. Little ol’ me, a smart, sexy, vibrant debutante? (Yes, it was very much a compliment.) An unapologetic aura means… Continue reading The Cynic’s Favourite Gay Comedian Uncle: Tim Dillon
You ever listen to a song and feel it slowly suck the soul out from your ear? Nick Hakim, Green Twins This album is shower proof, grocery shopping tested, and most importantly 2 AM sad boy hours approved. There truly is something to be said about music that makes you feel, como se dise, like… Continue reading A Wailing, Lonely Cry: Nick Hakim
This collection of songs has been feeding me as of late. Hope they do the same for you. Little present for you: stream it on Apple and Spotify, and tell me what you think afterwards in the comments. Ants by Tank and the Bangas is a sweet treat. There’s something magical about actually hearing someone’s… Continue reading A Curated Playlist: Capsule Edition
in my own little corner 